My dearest present and potential Clients, 

It is with deep regret that I have had to stop trading.  I still remain severely injured 2 years since
the AZ Covid-19 ‘Magic Juice’vaccine was given to me. 

I have experienced little or no support from the medical
professionals, who either ignore me or tell me my injuries and symptoms are all in my head!  The latter part being
correct as that is where my brain is.  I’m told there’s no brain damage, but at times I struggle with words, memory loss, and my body suffers with electrical shock type shooting pains that leave me exhausted, and the whole left side of my body from head to foot is weak.

I was falsely reassured that the ‘Magic Juice’was safe for me.

 I have been diagnosed with FND.  My husband interpretation of this is ‘F*** Knows Disorder’.  I am sure that you will understand my feelings and state of mind as I write this message.

 I am doing all I can to help my recovery.  I will not be a victim, even though my life
is being held by a thread.  Everything I thought I knew and believed in has been taken away from me.

 The person I am today is not me, but I am hoping that maybe
she will become a much greater version of the Joan I once was, loving, joyous, creative, kind, respectful, energetic, and once marvelled at creation in all its shapes and forms.

 People who know me say I look so well, but that’s because they
are not looking into my eyes. 
Beautifully clothed, skin and a forced smile camouflaged with red lipstick doesn’t mean healthy. Not everything that glitters is gold!

 I am going the get a T-shirt that reads ‘Don’t ask me how I am unless you really want to know!’

 I heard of a saying it goes something like this “don’t
attack people, attack ideas because good people also have bad ideas”. In my case this ‘Magic Juice’was a bad idea for me.

 Listen out for my podcast, which I am going to learn how to do,
a positive way to Challenge my brain and because I have got a lot to say!

 Thanks for your custom and hope to be back soon.

 With gratitude.

 Joan
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